I'm so blue!
Well some how my scale was down 3# I really don't know how that happened? I ate a lot yesterday. I have been dealing with a major family crisis and It's really getting to me! I want my perfect little family back. The one where everybody is happy. The one where no one has to take depression meds of anxiety meds. The one where when I go to sleep at night I don't have to worry about anyone! OK, so maybe I never really had the perrrrrrrrrrrrrfect family. But there was a time when all my kids were happy and in a happy relationship. So I'm struggling. I want my babies to all be happy. They are so loved! But sometimes Mama's love isnt enough! Not anymore. I still hurt when they hurt. I have faith I know that the Lord has plans for them and someday they will all be happy!
I haven't given up the good fight! I know I have to be strong! I will survive!
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