What was I thinking?

     So I decided since allot of my pants are getting very baggy I should go and maybe buy a new pair of pants or 2?  Well I didn't buy any pants and left the store feeling very down and depressed!  You know when you start losing weight you start feeling better!  You even think you look better?  Until you get in a dressing room with those huge mirrors!  I hate those mirrors!  That surly isn't me?  It cant be I just lost a lot of weight I look and feel better!  HA!  I've have been wearing pants that stretch and have elastic waist for so long although, over the last 2 weeks I have been wearing some of my pants that button and zip that I hadn't been able to wear for over 2 years.  I'm thinking ok I will try some pants on with buttons and zippers!  Wrong!  I obviously tried on a size or 2 that didn't fit me and then tried another size bigger and couldn't get those buttoned either!  Then had to see my huge bloated belly in that big mirror!  Ok so wont do that again any time soon!  I did however do very good at dinner we ate at Ruby Tuesdays and because I brought half of my food home and drank water with dinner I only ate 408 calories!  On the way home we went by Wendy's my normal size husband love vanilla frosty's!  He asked me if I wanted any thing I thought of how depressed I was about the fitting room & for a split second thought why bother!  I said just for a split second!  By the way chocolate frosty are much better! haha