My journey continues!

     I'm in a very good place right now!  I don't ever want to give up!  In the past I can do this good for 3-5 months.  And then I take my well deserved break! Ha!  That's pretty much the end of that!  I slowly overtime start to gain weight back!  So why do I keep doing this to myself?  Who knows?  I do know that I don't want to do it again!  I want to feel like I do now!  Motivated! Strong! Happy with my choices!  What do I do it this time?  So I don't make the same mistakes like all the other times I've tried and failed?  I want my life back!  I don't want to be trapped in this over sized bloated shell that I carry around everyday.  I want the thin me that I haven't seen in almost 30 years so escape!  I will do this!  Everyday I need to remember how much I want this!  And never forget it!  I'm on my way I haven't been this weight for 3 or 4 years it feels good!  My pants are getting very baggy and I wore a pair of pants that I haven't been able to wear In a long long time!  I WANT THIS!!!!!!