I had another good night! Instead of ordering pizza like my husband wanted to I put some potatoes and squash in the oven to roast while I went to work out on weights. When I was done I seasoned some boneless pork chops and my hubby cooked them on the grill! Much healthier then pizza and not too much work! I succeeded in not eating any snacks after dinner either! YAY! The scale said I lost another 2lbs! Woooo Hoooo! Notice I said the scale said! HAHA! Not sure I believe it yet? So my plan for this weekend is eat in MODERATION! (That was thurs night)
Ive been thinking about all the times I have successfully lost a large amount of weight I just knew I will never ever be this fat again! So, how do you know when you will finally win at the losing battle? I guess I just have to have faith that I can do this once and for all! I want to live a normal life. I want to control food I don't want food to control me anymore. I had a really good weekend actually lost more weight. I never lose weight on the weekends. But I did control my appetite and did not eat any snacks after dinner. I feel strong now determined. I want this so bad I know I will have to change my life if I want this to work and never do this to myself again.
Well I'm one of the few people who has to go to work tomorrow!! Better get to bed.
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