A good week ended with a bad night! Ugh!

I don't know what my problem was last night I wanted to eat anything and everything! I recorded most of it but I'm sure I was way over by more calories then I had down. I guess I was bored I watched 4 episodes of criminal minds and ate a lot!! But it's ok because it's not something I do very often so I can live with one off day! I probably would have eaten even more then I did. I actually did retain some restraint. Sometimes when I think I've eaten a lot I break it all down and realize even when I do go overboard it's never ever like it was in the past. So...... I'm still good! And I know for a fact that today will be a better day because I have proven it to myself that I am not the same! I am about 102 lbs away from my goal weight. Which is almost 100 lbs less then I was at my highest weight and that feels really good!! When I get down to the 199sss I will be on cloud 199!! Haha! I'm gonna get there I have never been surer of that in my life! Oh happy day!! I could actually live with the way I feel right now....... But I won't I have a goal and by golly for once in my life I'm gonna get there and then I will never again be where I am today!! I have decided to join curves again. I was a member in 2005 to 2007. Before I joined curves I had already lost 45 lbs after I joined curves I lost another 40lbs. Then I started gaining weight even while I was going there! But..... Drum roll please!! I am happy to say that I now weigh the lowest weight I got down to so I will lose lose lose more!! Yay!!