I love how losing weight makes me feel..... I love how the pants I'm wearing that I could not have fit into a few months ago are already getting loose. I love that I'm starting to feel my knee bones. I love how my quadruple chins are down to double. I like how when I lay on my back I can still breath. I love how my stomach feels so much better when I lay down flat.
So why have I done this so many times before and over and over and over again?? I really don't understand why I don't want to keep going? There is no reason not to. It's not like any food there is tastes as good as how it feels to be getting smaller everyday. The energy it gives you not to haul around all the extra lbs. Why is it when the scale doesn't reflect how good I'm doing do it let it define how I feel? How can a number mean so much? Why cant it just be enough knowing how you feel and how you are making good choices?? I told my husband that even though I am doing so well right now and being so strong I'm afraid in a month from now or two months from now I will lose my focus and give up?
I am going to keep giving it everything I have this time to continue to lose all this weight once and for all. But I also know it won't be over then. I will have to continue to watch everything I eat forever!!
I'm ok with that!
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