I'm holding on strong

I was disappointed again today when I got on the scale and the lb I dropped again was back plus .4. So did I get discouraged yes!! Will it change any thing about how I will eat no!! No mater what that scale says everyday I will not let that be an excuse to give up I am determined to push through this day after day!! Week after week. Month after month. I'm gonna win! This fight once and for all! And when I do I'm going to help so many other people do this too! But I will not take any of the credit I will give all the Glory to the Lord!! The one that has always been there for me the one that's getting me through this step by step.

So I started thinking about people who have not said a word to me about the 42lbs I've lost since April. I feel like so they not see or do they just not care? Or am I so fat that fat is fat is fat?? Ok so I'm just less fat! Why do I care If they care?? Is it going to change anything? Am I doing it for them? Why do I feel like I need recognition? So I'm not going to let that define me anymore.................