I have been doing this for longer then I ever have!

I realized yesterday I have been at this for 6 months. That I a record for me. Usually by now I would have taken the "break". Because I lost 50 lbs. I deserve a break!! Well I didn't let that stop me. I have slowed down and I have only lost 55lbs. I say only!! That's crazy. Why do I continue to sell myself short?? That's a lot of weight. I would prefer it be more at this point. I have to be satisfied with how far I've come the fact that I'm still going. Counting my calories everyday. I really believe dare I believe?? Yes I believe I'm actually going to do it this time. Do you have any idea how it feels to put on a pair of jeans that I couldn't wear 6 months ago and by the end of the day if I wasn't wearing a belt they would be in the floor?? It feels amazing! Life is amazing thru these rose colored glasses. But really I feel like I'm living again. Everything is so much easier. I'm happy I still have a very long way to go but at least I have a pretty good head start on my journey to destination healthy!!