Trying to press on!

I am doing really good with my eating still and I have also started walking too! So why did I only lose 1 lb this week?? And then on Monday morning it was right back!! I know and am truly confidant that I did not gain a lb!! I have been keeping track of all my calories with my fitness pal!! I'm obsessed with it!! I'm even getting pretty annoying!! I keep telling my husband how many calories everything he eats and he doesn't need to lose weight so......... Yea annoying!! So I'm so confident that with Gods help gong to do this!!

Had a wonderful day!

Me and hubby and our two daughters spent the day together! We took a drive to Harpers Ferry, WV. Had a great time we walked around downtown they have a lot of civil war museums. We walked and walked and walked. I didn't get tired at all!!! I'm carrying around 42 less then I was a few months ago. It's so amazing to be able to spend time with my family having fun enjoying life again. It feels awesome. Pretty sure it's been at least 7 years since I was at this weight. I want to continue getting my life back once and for all.

Enjoying life again!

I'm feeling so good right now so strong!! Hope to keep up this feeling!! I know with Gods help I will overcome!! I got up early this morning and walked for almost an hour!! We went out to eat 2x today and I still only at 700 cals for both meals!! Amazing grace!!

We can run but we can't hide! (well some of us can run)

We are a walking billboard for our addiction!! There are so many people out there with problems way worse then ours but theirs doesn't show! Everyday we walk by people that maybe beat their family, addicted to porn, are child molesters, rob people, kill people,you get the picture! They can hide from their addictions most people besides their victims will never know? It's not written all over them like ours is. All over our chubby faces, our big thighs, it's everywhere, people know our addiction. They think we are weak, lazy, out if control! Eat all
the time. I don't want to be one of those people anymore. I want to be strong and energetic. I want to run and hide if I want to.

I was not an overweight child I want to find out where I turned the corner to obesity...... If I can find that out I can hopefully solve the mystery and get my life back. The one I was meant to live. The one without regrets. The one without limitations.

Yummy dinner

I'm eating a really good dinner I had to put it out there! I made triple health English muffin pizzas and I also tried the thin round multigrain bread. I put marinara,low fat mozzarella, turkey pepperoni, banana peppers, lean ham, marinated mushrooms and for all 4 it was only 445 calories delish!!

No more excuses

I have been going strong for 3.5 months now!  Feeling pretty good I am down 38lbs since then.  I am still motivated.  The secret this time is My Fitness Pal app on my phone.  It keeps me constantly aware of all of my calories.  I try to plan ahead before we go out to eat (which we still do a lot)) but I make much better choices.  This is about the time where I usually struggle.  At about the 3 month mark I start to get tired of keeping track of everything that is going in my mouth..  But guess what so far I don't feel like that as a matter of fact I'm addicted to counting calories..  Its crazy!  But its my life right now, today right this second.  Can I keep it up?? I don't know I sure hope so!  For once in my life I want to do this go all the way, cross the finish line, go the distance..........

Good healthy lunch!

I'm feeling so good today! I feel good with where I'm going on this latest journey!! I love when I am in control what happens to make me lose that feeling of accomplishment? Why do I give up? How can I hold on to this? This time what can I do different so I don't have to lose the same weight I lost a few times before? WHY???? I'm going to do my very best this time to find that out!! Let's do this!!